As Tupac said why are we dying to live, to do the things we do, to go crazy on the weekends or finally graduate...because in the end we are just living to die. Each day is a day closer to death, I can feel it. The whole controversy over 2012 freaks me out. I don't like the though that I'm gonna be 21 & die, its not in my playbook, not on my to do list. I want to live a long life, get married, have kids, then watch my kids grow up, get married & make grandkids. I'm not sure but I feel as if my life has been wasted if the world does end in 2012. I spend my whole life in school so my life is worth nothing in the end all that schooling for nothing. So yeah I feel as if I'm only living to die, right now I'm not thinking straight my head is in the clouds. I just need a wake up call get me out of this state of mind, I'm only hurting myself. Gotta pray, gotta be surrounded by people that love me & I can talk to.
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