Damaged

A strong person knows how to keep their life in order. Even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say "I'm ok" with a smile. This is so true kinda wish it wasn't :/ I really do, my walls are so high right now. People shouldn't have to be strong or pretend that they are ok. Thats what hurts the most is when you lie about being ok when there is someone you trust that you can cry on their shoulder and just tell them everything. Even in distance via txt message its still amazing to just tell someone that you trust with everything that is going on that is making you cry or hurt in pain. I think the people you love the most also hurt you the most & the deepest. Family does this a lot. Not showing up for a big moment in life, not supporting you in a decision or just not being there. I'm not saying my family does this all the time sometimes it just happens. It sucks and you cry but crying can be good, but not for days on end. That just means something big has hurt you and cut you so deep you aren't sure how to fix the holes in your heart. Danity Kane's lyrics pretty much sums it all up "I though I should let you know that my heart is damaged, damaged, so damaged....so how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?" I know many people can relate to this so this one is for my friends with broken hearts because of breakups or anything else through the month of love :/