Relationships

Such a fun topic... not really. I've had about 10 boyfriends in my life so far. I'm usually the dumper I used to dump guys like candy in High School then onto the next flavor but then I fell in love with one of them to have my heart broken when he didn't said it back and when he broke up with me a week after & a week before my 18th birthday. Anyways my life with guys hasn't gone very well. I've only kissed like 6 guys out of 10 but I think I'm unlucky in love. I think it might be my personal decision to wait til marriage to "give it up" I have a purity ring I bought over Winter Break that only leaves my hand in the shower, bowling or washing my face other than that it is always there to remind myself what I vowed to do for myself. It says True Love Waits 1 Timothy 4:12 . But then along came Austin.... o Austin my goofy, crazy, funny boyfriends and things clicked. Its strange because with guys I tend to be very very uncomfortable around them alone. I don't trust guys because of something in my past, I won't say here but if you want to know ask. But with him, it didn't take long for me to trust him, which for me, is crazy because the last guy which this happened with happened to break my heart. So I was really really nervous at 1st. But to my surprise everything he tells me he does like he tells me we are going to his moms & then back to Biola & he does. He is constantly making sure I'm ok & I'm not uncomfy or scared or pushing the boundaries we've set. I'm so lucky to have found him I thank God everyday. He is everything I have been looking for. Seriously, he may have some flaws but we are human we work through them, he makes me mad & then we talk it over. We are on the same page on just about everything. He respects that I'm waiting til marriage & he knows if he is with me he will be too if we end up going all the way.... only time will tell.... so yeah Relationships haha such a fun topic about guys & girls, all the awkwardness of the 1st kiss, or the 1st time a guy holds your hand, takes you out on a date, or just completely and utterly take your breath away when on the 1st date shows up in Dress Blues with 3 white roses for you not even telling you he's showing up like that making you feel wayyyyyyy under dressed. But thats what I love about him. He is always random I have no idea what he is going to do next.